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Mummy Tongue
>Indians are the best non native speakers of English in the world.
This has had a role to play in Indians grabbing a large piece of the technology cake.
Every Indian parent dreams of his/her child speaking flamboyant English. This has resulted in people like me, who can read, write and in some scenarios speak better in English that my mother tongue ! Once an exception, this is slowly becoming the norm in the urban Indian middle class, atleast in the south.
Language is one of those aspects of culture that are highly resistant to change. With the right pressure, it may take only a couple of generations to significantly change the food habits or dressing style of a culture. But language will largely persist in more or less the same form.
300 years of political and economic dependence on the British has left the Indians obsessed with English. People from my grandpa’s generation take pride in their English speaking capabilities even though they are the ones who witnessed the freedom struggle India went through.
Our language has changed.
Many of us have stopped writing in our mother tongues altogether. Many of us don’t read much either after school. We try our best to speak in English where ever possible in the society. Personal communication like letters and email is almost totally in English.
All the above hold good for the urban middle class and above. Don’t worry, the lower classes and the village folks are trying their best to imitate the so-called educated people.
We should be grateful to English for helping us earn our bread and butter, oops! sorry, rice and sambar. But should we not stop there ? Why are we crazy about English ? Why do we yearn that our children’s first spoken word be ‘Mummy’ ?
Subtle sounds
Come away with me – the album by Norah Jones that got 8 Grammies.
I picked up the cassette hesitantly from the shelf of the music store. The hesitation stemmed from the fact that I had not listened to any of the songs before and that it was not popular at all among my friends.
My motivation to pick it up was partly the multiple Grammies and the fact that Norah was the daughter of the Sitar maestro Ravi Shankar, long estranged.
I asked my Walkman to sing the songs of the album with its best abilities. It did. Or did it? I was confused at best. I asked myself – What is this Grammy business all about? It seemed that the voice was crooning to herself, giving no thought about the listener. The lyrics sounded like old English poetry. The piano and guitar played like they were asked to whisper. The drums were just loud enough for me to hear.
Yet I did not feel badly bored. There was a feel of dull freshness. I kept listening to the album occasionally, each time wondering if I was missing something.
After a few weeks, the songs started growing on me, very very slowly. That is when I started noticing the subtle sounds that I had completely missed before. I realized that the album was not composed with an intention to make it a big hit. That explained its lack of the so-called catchy tunes. It did not promise instant gratification. It had the least commercial flavor I had seen in today’s music scene.
My insensitive ears were too dull to pick up the subtle melodies. They had grown numb after routinely listening to pop and hard rock.
I started listening to the newfound joy more often. When combined with the sights of greenery seen through the window of an un-crowded train, the effect it created on my mind was the most relaxing I had experienced in recent times. Listening to it lying in Savasana was another thing that I loved.
I am excited about unlearning to enjoy noise. I have discovered earthy sounds that are superior to it.
Come away with me. I went away with her.
I have bought Norah’s next album – Feels like home. Yes, it does.
Joy of walking
Walking is a joy.
Ever tried to enjoy walking in the roads of so called Silicon Valley of India – Bangalore ?
Walking on roads of this city is a nightmare for people like me who believe that walking a while everyday can offset health problems later in life.
Pedestrians are considered outcast here. They are not even allowed to walk on footpaths which are utilized generously by two wheelers. You know, they even sound horns ordering you to give way while you walk on footpaths !
Traffic signals ?
Well, the traffic signal near my office is pathetic. It is switched off very often during evenings.
And a traffic police with a big belly stands there and controls the traffic. Damn it. He never gives time for pedestrians to cross. Even the signals are set not to show green for pedestrians at times.
Does that encourage people to use signals to cross the road ?
No, jay walking is the joy of walking.
Techies of India ! Wake up. Are you really enjoying the technology that you are creating ?
Realize that life is to be lived with simplicity. Else chaos will consume this mad world.
Let there be peace again.
Let walking become a joy again.
Sky Divine
Sound feelings
Office.
Post lunch hour.
Productivity level dipping below zero.
Head free from thoughts about work.
My headphone promises bliss with its ability to bring subtle sounds to my auditory nerves. I sleepily add two songs to my Winamp playlist. Both From popular Tamil movies woven by two different young composers.
I hit the play button.
The first song…..
Unakkena Iruppen from the movie Kaadhal oozes sorrow.
My heart starts growing heavy as I listen to the song. Every sound lashes at my heart softly. I continue to listen intensely. to the burning voice. to the aching tune. to the pang of the sounds. The song takes me to the abyss of sorrow.
The song slowly fades out leaving me stained with sadness.
Starts the second song…..
Ennayithu Ennai Kolvathu from the movie Nala Dhamayanthi spills joy.
It transports me to a world of bliss. My body suddenly feels as light as a feather.
The crooning voice caresses every cell of mine. The music covers me with rose petals. The sounds spray nectar on my face. I start to levitate.
The song slowly slips into silence leaving me like an infant that knows only to smile and sleep.
I take a deep breath…..
It all feels so real though I am fully aware that I am only imagining.
My preconceived notions about the nature of these songs also provide extra effect.
Tricks that my senses play on me are sometimes very profound.
Programming Dreams
I wish I could program my dreams.
Like I choose my desktop wallpaper. Like I match my shirt with my pants.
When I go to sleep, I hope I don’t dream about work, but often I do. I hope I dream about fantastic things, but I rarely do.
The way I program my life is far from perfect. There are too many infinite loops and unreachable statements. I tell myself that life cannot be perfect. that perfection can be found only in dreams.
But even my dreams are too ordinary these days. Some days, I even forget what I dreamt about and just remember that I had a boring dream. Dreams used to be more creative in my childhood.
Are dreams just hazy reflections of life ?
Does a boring dream only reflect the monotony of life ?
It seems to me that wakefulness is a myth. and that we are always dreaming – either lying eyes closed on bed or while doing other activities.
I wish I could program my dreams.
Mother ‘Tongue’
Everybody is born with a tongue.
Our tongues tell us at some point in our lives that the type of food that we got used to eating in our childhood is the best in the world.
Why does my tongue tell me that Curd Rice with Sambar is next only to ‘devamritam’ (divine nectar) ?
Why does my tongue frown when it tastes the sambar of a state that neighbors my home state ?
“After all, sambar is sambar”, I tell my tongue.
“No”, it says furiously.
I wonder at this yet another funny trait of the funny being that inhabits the piece of rock that wanders in space around a hot ball of fire – human being !
Man is a slave of his habits.